Fever!!

"Life is better than death, I believe, if only because it is less boring, and because it has fresh peaches in it." »Alice Walker

Recently I've gotten the second and worst fever of my life accompanied with chills. I had escalated the temperature in my dorm room to 90 degrees and yet still felt like I was freezing. Being slightly delirious and a bit of a drama queen when left to stare at walls I naturally came to the conclusion I was dying. Instead of calling my mom or even my closest friends I texted my ex and informed him that I didn't regret the time I spent with him.

WTF?

Once my friend brought me fever and headache meds I had acquired some semblance of coherence and immediately regretted contacting him....... for a little while. He thanked me and told me to take care of myself. Maybe I should have felt patronized or even angry at being dismissed but he asked me whether he should worry and I told him no. I didn't know what I expected from him but even in my heat/cold induced haze I felt better.

Besides, my mom and my friends know I love them :) and peaches.